Habits, patterns, vocabulary emerging. It’s all black and white with a knife hanging over your head.
This was the day before I went to check out what was going on with my right knee. It was hurting yet I still had to move as I always do. I sometime wonder when I will stop or when I will see my desire to explore movement subside.
I did not warm up for this one and that is probably the problem. It’s hard to get to a class or to work out. I just want to make and to be in a state of discovery and exposing skin, texture, tones in the body. Where am I today? What is coming out of the body at this moment?
I also enjoy watching others moving and observing where they are each day. I do not teach much anymore which is a strange thing. I love teaching I love helping people reach for an extreme physical emotional understanding. I love coaching performance as well as offering support to their creative process.
I watch a lot of dance especially over my career as a dance artist. I learn so much about people from the way the move and what they are making. Subtle shifts in their development – things I usually do not say out loud. Its an observation like when I am on my walks in the woods – I see the changes everyday of the mushrooms growth and decay. The color of the fungus on a log. Daily seasonal changes of a prairie.
That is what watching someone dance can be. You see it is all happening in the studio. The rehearsal the development that is the special times. Stage is a totally different beast of dramatic changes. That is where an individual comes to the front and absorbs the information of a piece or phrase in new and exhilarating ways.
I think I have some thing here I will explore this further – dance as nature observations and performance as absorbing nature.